May 21, 1999 ~ no compromisenobody said life was fair or life was right. it just goes on. and so will i.
Sep 20, 1998 ~ awoken silence
ah, life, how refreshing. always good for you to take a nice cold shower sometimes. but sometimes life is like a good cold shower, it wakes you up, slaps you in the face, kicks you in the head, then laughs at you while you stare at the simplicity of the situation. now isn't that what you can refreshing?
Sep 20, 1998 ~ don't be me
Right now I'm confused. Really confused. A bit stressed out, a little frustrated, but really really confused.
Aug 05, 1998 ~ only dead fish
life - that is when you don't have to get up until 11 but get woken up at 6:30 and find out most of the fish in your aquatic tank died last night. Life is like that.
Jun 23, 1998 ~ libertarian
hell0 again. h0w is it g0ing? well the w0rd of the day is libertarian.
Jun 23, 1998 ~ wonderful li[f]e
Life it great. I enjoy being 19 now. When things seem at their worst, it means they can only get better. When your at the bottom of a hill you can't go down any furthur, you can only go up.
Jun 02, 1998 ~ goodbye worldOn October 27th 2003, I decided that after this long, this old post deserved to be uncensored, for the whole world to see. I may not be proud of some of the things I said, but I've now made the formerly "cut out" pieces of this letter into just a different colored text so you can see what I previously had decided to remove from it. Enjoy. Hopefully there will never be another letter like this ever posted on this site again.
Jun 01, 1998 ~ truth & liesif sanity is living in the lies of society i'de rather be in the ward.
May 19, 1998 ~ judgement day
what dark secrets hide in lonely shadows¿ who knows. who will ever know? when it comes down to it who cares. IVe got so many questions. and yet nothing ever gets answered. perhaps the answers aren't what the world wants to hear.
May 19, 1998 ~ crashed out man
well... hell since January 30th when life(5) was written, hell has been the word to describe things.
Mar 09, 1998 ~ the real kns faq
a few missing questions from the KNS FAQ...
Jan 30, 1998 ~ life, hell, huh?
HELL!! there is not much more to describe it. our company moved. things got better. things got worse. much faster. many problems.
Dec 22, 1997 ~ empty. nothing.empty. nothing. i dont know why. cold. i'm really cold now. i wish it wasnt so cold.
Dec 19, 1997 ~ i hate snow
hAvE i eVEr menTIoNed, I HATE SNOW! Well right after writing thoughts(1) I went outside to disCOver slippERY slushy evil snow. What is worse than snow? SluSh.
Dec 19, 1997 ~ wondering why
do you ever wonder why¿ someTImes i dO. IT doesnt always make sense but what dOEs anyMORE.